Today was a rough day. It wasn't extraordinarily bad. It was just very taxing. I haven't had sex in goodness knows how long. That's a major part of the problem, I'm sure. But I don't really feel as if I can control that aspect as much as I'd like of late. Lack of partners close enough to me and a busy schedule with no time off available from work until June 1st puts me in a very bad position to be taking any trips. I've had plenty of teasing but that is just making the issue worse.
A friend tried to help by giving me a few texted "commands" but I've reached the point that without physical contact, it's just not having any effect. I don't know if this is because I'm not letting it or what the deal is but I almost feel like I'm becoming numb, in a sense. What I want right now, right at this very moment is to be touched. Everywhere. To be kissed and held and fucked senseless. That is what I truly yearn for right now. I want to be worn the fuck out. Until I can't see straight and that pleasant tingliness takes over that means you're just floating in your own mind and that the world could burn up and you could care less. Because you are loved.
Each person has something different that shows them they are cared for, wanted, needed, whatever. For me, it's physical contact. Little gifts here and there don't hurt, but the thing that really talks to me is for someone to touch me. I need a caress. A kiss. Real intimacy. Without it I stagnate. My energy levels plummet and I become so very unhappy. I need. And if I were to try to tell anyone this, to actually say the words, I would hesitate. The words would draw back and I wouldn't be able to say them. To say it makes me vulnerable. I've been rejected too many times.
I'm starving for physical contact and I can't seem to find a way to get it at this time. That certainly doesn't help. I.... need.
February 17, 2014
February 10, 2014
The Winner Takes All
She tosses and turns, her sheets twining around her body and her sleek, sweat moistened skin shining between the folds. Her desire burns through her turning her mind to cinders, the ash of her thoughts trailing along the breeze. She feels him coming for her.
Teeth bite into flesh as a wolf howls in the distance. Her gasp turns into a moan as her body writhes beneath his grasp. Seeking but finding no release, her juices soak the sheets between her thighs as her desire grows ever higher.
She is the key to his arousal. He brings her hand to his cock, so swollen it is rigid. Her hand works its way unconsciously up and down his shaft, her hips undulating, calling to him to take her. He reaches down and moves his hand between the sheets and her skin raking a path along her flesh to her pussy. His fingers push between the folds of her lips brushing her clit and causing moans mixed with squeaks and gasps as her works her ever higher until finally she cums, jerking under him. Her cries are lost within his lips as he kisses her forcefully.
His lips are replaced with his cock and she opens up, taking all of it in, sucking and licking eagerly as he fucks her mouth. Growling, he pulls free and climbs on top of her and pushing her legs apart, thrusts into her fucking her hard and fierce. Her head turns to the side and he bites her neck again as he continues thrusting, taking her until she cums again, squirting all over his cock.
He pulls out, turning her over onto her hands and knees before pushing his cock inside of her again. He grabs her hips, thrusting harder and harder. She cums over and over almost not seeming to stop as he fucks her and her cries ring out through the room.
Giving her a break, he pulls out and rolls her back over onto her back. His hands carve trails against her flesh from her thighs all the way up to her breasts. Grabbing them and twisting the nipples he grins as she arches against him. He lets go and sucks on each one, thrusting his cock back into her slowly, teasingly. He can feel her pussy muscles spasming around his cock. He pulls almost all the way back out then slams into her, fucking her as hard and fast as he wants, taking himself over the edge and cumming inside her.
He curls around her and pets her so that she knows he is there and is not going anywhere. She is safe and comforted by this and falls into a deep, peaceful sleep.
Teeth bite into flesh as a wolf howls in the distance. Her gasp turns into a moan as her body writhes beneath his grasp. Seeking but finding no release, her juices soak the sheets between her thighs as her desire grows ever higher.
She is the key to his arousal. He brings her hand to his cock, so swollen it is rigid. Her hand works its way unconsciously up and down his shaft, her hips undulating, calling to him to take her. He reaches down and moves his hand between the sheets and her skin raking a path along her flesh to her pussy. His fingers push between the folds of her lips brushing her clit and causing moans mixed with squeaks and gasps as her works her ever higher until finally she cums, jerking under him. Her cries are lost within his lips as he kisses her forcefully.
His lips are replaced with his cock and she opens up, taking all of it in, sucking and licking eagerly as he fucks her mouth. Growling, he pulls free and climbs on top of her and pushing her legs apart, thrusts into her fucking her hard and fierce. Her head turns to the side and he bites her neck again as he continues thrusting, taking her until she cums again, squirting all over his cock.
He pulls out, turning her over onto her hands and knees before pushing his cock inside of her again. He grabs her hips, thrusting harder and harder. She cums over and over almost not seeming to stop as he fucks her and her cries ring out through the room.
Giving her a break, he pulls out and rolls her back over onto her back. His hands carve trails against her flesh from her thighs all the way up to her breasts. Grabbing them and twisting the nipples he grins as she arches against him. He lets go and sucks on each one, thrusting his cock back into her slowly, teasingly. He can feel her pussy muscles spasming around his cock. He pulls almost all the way back out then slams into her, fucking her as hard and fast as he wants, taking himself over the edge and cumming inside her.
He curls around her and pets her so that she knows he is there and is not going anywhere. She is safe and comforted by this and falls into a deep, peaceful sleep.
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